Tuesday, December 16, 2008

I've Switched to Wordpress!

I am following what seems to be a growing trend among bloggers and moving my blog over to Wordpress! I may continue to publish my posts here as well, but we'll see...

Anyway, the new link is: http://ianfullnessofjoy.wordpress.com.

Thanks for reading!

Saturday, December 13, 2008

What Will I Leave Behind?

A little over a week ago the mother and grandmother of church friends passed away. On Thursday two teenagers were killed in a tragic accident on the way to school.

We arrived at the grandmother’s wake two hours after it began and stood in line for half an hour to greet the family. The funeral home was packed with friends and family to the point of standing room only – all there to honor the life of one they loved.

My dad, assistant principal of the high school the students attended, organized a memorial service the night of the accident. The church in which it was held was filled almost to seating capacity with devastated high school students, there to comfort each other and share stories about the lives of two close friends.

Why am I telling you this? Well, these two incidents, in two different ways, have led me to begin to reevaluate my life and the way in which I spend it.

Recently I have begun to ponder one burning question: What will I leave behind? Or, to look at it another way, how will the world, or even a life, be better because I was there?

Mrs. Levander was an active member of her community and her church. She had been for many, many years. Thus, at her passing, there were hundreds of people, old and young, whom she impacted for good.

Blake and Jeffery were known by their fellow students for extending themselves to others even when doing so was inconvenient. Thus, at their passing, there were scores of teens and even teachers who could say, “they were two of my closest friends.”

Everyone has heard that every day should be lived as if it were the last. For it certainly might be. How often do we fail to go beyond what is familiar and comfortable, telling ourselves, “maybe tomorrow?” When a life is marked by this attitude, what a terrible waste of a God-given gift!

Someone told me a few months ago that “the thought of a meaningless and un-impacting life scares [him] to the core. What on earth are we here for if not to effect change on those we know and love?”

I am beginning to understand what he meant. Especially after these recent events, the thought of living life primarily for myself without much thought to what difference I could be making in the world has become increasingly repulsive. If I were to die tomorrow, how many could say that I impacted them in a significant way that no other had or could? Not many, I’m afraid. I. however, could say this about dozens of individuals who in their own ways have given me a piece of themselves to carry the rest of my life. I thank God for these people. If you are one of the few that I know for sure are receiving this by email, you are several among many in this category. Thank you.

There is another, similar thought that has been in my mind, especially since the unexpected incident on Thursday. How many of the scores of people God has placed in my life know how much I truly appreciate their presence? Especially those who have invested something in me (my parents most of all), how many know just how much their care and involvement means to me? Again, not many. Not nearly enough.

So know that I have resolved that my life will not be wasted on myself and my own tiny (and I mean infinitesimal) comfort zone. If you’re reading this, Josh, I hope this is encouraging in light of our book discussion. When I leave this earth, today or in a hundred years, I want to have made a difference.

Thanks for reading.

Friday, December 5, 2008

Man's temporality and God's eternality

This was originally posted by Ryan Wayson at "Striving Together for the Faith." I hope this is as good a reminder to you as it was to me. Thanks, Ryan!

As I meditated on the eternality of God last night it became apparent to me that the glories of a man's entire life are like a sparkler firework. Only able to bedazzle us in the dark and only for a short while, the sparkler will shine and then fizzle out, only to be discarded in the trash. Yet if we saw the sparkler in the daylight, it wouldn't demand our attention, nor stand out, quite the same. In the darkness of our present world, men can demand our attention for their own exaltation, and the sad part is, we give it to them! We praise them for their temporal achievements that are only able to be done by God's mercy in keeping them alive. How backwards! Yet, if we put these silly sparklers of men in the light of God's burning, abounding glory, we will be led to exalt the King of Glory, who is Jesus Christ.

Saturday, November 29, 2008

A Few Changes

Hey everyone - I've added an email subscription option in the bottom left-hand side of the page. Using Blogger, I am only able to send posts to ten people at a time, so I added a Feedburner widget to allow anyone to obtain updates. If you are reading this via email, this is the last update you will receive unless you choose to continue through signing up.


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

David Wells on Postmodernism, Pt. 2 - Read Pt. 1 first!

I know it’s been a while since I updated my David Wells lecture notes. Sorry to those of you who were interested. Here is part two:

The culture has woven a false view of reality so heavily forced upon us that it becomes a global network of fabricated understanding – a “Matrix” of sorts. It belongs to everyone and therefore no one. It invades life as we are distracted by its inanity from the infinitely crucial and cuts us off from a morality-centered life.

The Postmodern culture has spread its influence to the Western church, as well. Why is it that Christianity cannot be sustained in the West today – though it is here that the church finds its greatest protection?

  1. Triviality: The church at large has simply become preoccupied with the negligible. When the church is desired only for the benefits of faith without faith itself, whatever faith exists becomes meaningless. To illustrate, a recent statistic shows that while 45% of the American population claim to be “born again,” only about 7-9% maintain even a minimal understanding of basic Biblical doctrine. Once the popular church loses substance with faith, the people of the church lose their identity as the people of God – and the church has officially given itself over to the trivial. Along with the trivial rides the culture. With the culture comes the exultation of self. The church now serves only to channel to the congregation the illusion of substance that the culture brings. Church is now about me. Good and evil lose status. God becomes weightless.

  2. Uncertainty, or lack of conviction: Our conviction is tied to our sense of God’s righteousness and the knowledge that He demands righteousness from us. But there can no longer be righteousness when “right” ceases to be a valid quality. Lose this standard of absolute morality and you lose conviction. Lose conviction and the church loses the boldness that comes from certainty in absolutes. Doctrine becomes irrelevant, sin a simple weakness, and belief mere opinion.

  3. Complacency: Those within the church remain hesitant to grasp firmly onto anything, for in a world without truth nothing can be capable of supporting belief. The ultimate faces only indifference. What is good is no longer to be desired above what is evil. This is the church of the most prominent division of Christianity in the West today – the “Apatheists” – which has abandoned truth, righteousness, justice, and faith in the absolute. In short, these millions of “Christians” have rejected the God of the Bible altogether.

This is the American Paradox: never have we had so much outside ourselves, yet within there is so little. Therefore, many turn to God as compensation for what is not found in ourselves. But in the empty churches of today, so few are satisfied.

Wisdom is the knowledge of God shaping our perception of everything else. However, the majority today desires for the knowledge of God to be reduced to what is therapeutic. Here we find some poignant examples: one bestselling book by “America’s Pastor” calls for Christians to develop a “God-informed self-image, discover their innate strengths and abilities; and advance down the road toward health, abundance, significance, and success.” Another by the same author uses “quotations from spiritual and secular sources” to “help you press forward, develop good relationships, form better habits, embrace yourself, develop your inner life, and stay passionate.” Or what about the “updated bestseller” that “gives you a proven strategy for breaking free of Satan’s stronghold?” Want to “tap into the power of fasting?” There’s a book for that, as well!

Do you see what is happening? God, if recognized at all, has become a tool to build our way to… What? Certainly not the greater glory of God through His image in us. No, instead He is a means for us to advance the only thing that truly matters – Self and its promotion. Here is no brokenness before holiness. Here is no longing to know God for who He is. Here is no thought to what He might require of us.

The preacher sees the church as the product and the congregation as consumers as he attempts to sell Christianity. However, the analogy is deeply flawed. No other “product” asks lifelong commitment. Christianity requires the devotion of a life. Without devotion, the church offers nothing that the world does not. This is why we see the disillusioned multitudes leaving empty churches in their wake.

The predicament needs to be reversed on the preacher. The only flourishing churches are those that speak Christianity from God’s own words. Our attention must be centered back on the Triune God of all existence. Problems must be framed in light of eternity. Reality must be seen as it is, not as it is presented to us. We must be content with understanding God not from our own level, but from what He has revealed to us. Every church should strive to be the outcropping of a countercultural reality – the only ultimate reality. If the world looks at the church and sees only the reflection of its own values the church bears no witness. Only light can be seen in the dark.

Modern thought may be at a turning point, but one thing is certain: man continues, and will continue, to forsake God in favor of self.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

David Wells on Postmodernism - Part 1

Hey everyone - I posted this a while back but have moved it up to appear closer to Part 2 in order to avoid confusion. Thanks for reading!

I recently attended a lecture by David Wells entitled: "How Then Should We Pray to (Postmodern) Persons?" I found it extremely interesting and thought that I would post my notes here. Since I had quite a few pages of notes, I will post them over the course of a week or two.

Part 1: The Postmodern Man

The intellectual culture is at a turning point. This change is one not dissimilar to the “Enlightenment” that provided the foundation of modern culture – until now.

In the Enlightenment, God’s grace was supplanted by our own self-sufficiency. Omniscience was made to bow to the “machine” of human reason. The beginning of this new humanist thought marked off the end middle ages and became the foundation of the modern world.

In the mid-20th century, these foundations were shaken. Now, with the philosophy of centuries crumbling, humanity seeks a new concept of man in which to place confidence – and is finding it in the rising era of postmodern thought.

Postmoderns, we’ll call them, have rejected the concepts of both progress and reason. There can be no true progress, they say, because every step that humanity advances in one aspect of civilization enables us to take many more steps back. For example: technology. The same technology that gives us our computers and antibiotics and spacecraft gives us our weapons of mass destruction. Progress is an illusion.

The human mind enthroned in recent centuries has been usurped – and rightly so – by the truth of man’s corrupted reason. The mind is nothing but a nesting place for private agendas.

Without the two great pillars of society, progress and reason, man cannot look forward, nor can he look inward. So in his quest for meaning he looks outward in search of community with which to identify himself. But true community, it seems, has all but disappeared. Man is left isolated.

The masses consume a delusion of personal and intimate relationships through the mainstream culture. In the world of business and media we buy and sell lies about the roles of men and women in respect to each other, the family, and the world . In place of beauty we have advertising as the art form of the 21st century. The role of society has become to feed our hungry minds – but the emptiness that is thrown at us is incapable of satisfying.

There are threads of continuity that bind the last century together. Chief among them is man’s understanding of self. In the 1970s Christopher Lasch wrote on this very topic in his works Culture of Narcissism and The Minimal Self. To those whose connections with anything outside themselves have been broken – the psychologically homeless – there is nothing apart from the individual that trumps self-awareness. All that remains is self. This is the modern man – the narcissist.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008


Hey everybody,

I just wanted to thank many of you for your faithful commenting. It is extremely encouraging to me to know that I have readers who care about what I have to say. Please keep reading and commenting.

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